001. | How do you give me so much pleasure; How do you give me so much pain? | 002. | I've got a good mind to throw it all way; After all, what is it worth? | 003. | I cried out with no reply and I can't feel you by my side; So I'll hold tight to what I know, you're here and I'm never alone. |
004. | Waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now Don't give up in me, I'd wait it out for you. | 005. | I know I need you I know myself Come on and say the things your heart has felt but words can't tell. | 006. | All that I feel is the realness I'm faking; Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting. |
007. | Is it bright where you are? Have the people changed? Does it make you happy you're so strange? | 008. | And just to soften the blow, I'll steal all of your kisses; And sew them up in the creases of our hearts. | 009. | 'Cause I can almost breathe the air, right around my fingertips; I'll turn around and pick up the pieces. |
010. | Come break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you. | 011. | And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad; The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had. | 012. | Am I the reason you breathe Or am I the reason you cry? |
013. | This is the last time I'll abandon you and this is the last time I'll forget you; I wish I could. | 014. | Decisions to decisions are made and not bought; But I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot, I guess not. | 015. | Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt; And it feels like I'm alive. |
016. | Can't count through all the lovers I've burned through; So why do I still burn for you? I can't say. | 017. | Into the night I wander, it's morning that I dread; Another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread. | 018. | I seem to lose the power of speech You're slipping slowly from my reach; You grow me like an evergreen You've never seen the lonely me at all. |
019. | One of these days you'll miss your train and come stay with me We'll have drinks and talk about things; Any excuse to stay awake with you. | 020. | I'm sorry for what I did, I did what my body told me to; I didn't mean to do you harm, every time I pin down what I think I want, it slips away. | 021. | I used to adore you I couldn't control you; There was nothing I wouldn't do to keep myself around and close to you. |
022. | You know that every time I try to go where I really want to be; It's already where I am, 'cause I'm already there. | 023. | You've been the only thing that's right; In all I've done. | 024. | So what? I lied, I lie to me too. |
025. | I am a hostage to my own humanity; Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I've made. | 026. | I'm running down highways 'til I see your face; I just need to see you now, I don't care about anything else. | 027. | The truth hurts so bad, wouldn't you say, so why tell it? If ignorance is bliss, I'm in heaven now. |
028. | I keep asking myself, wondering how; I keep closing my eyes, but I can't block you out. | 029. | You're awful; I love you! | 030. | I'm alright, it's just tonight, I can't play the part; I'm alright, it's alright, it's just a broken heart... |
031. | Your heart is cold, your soul is numb; You don't like who you've become. | 032. | I know you don't love me, you know I don't care; Keep it hidden better, did I say the world was fair? | 033. | And then I wonder who I am Without the warm touch of your hand. |
034. | You may not believe in me, but I believe in you; I still take the trash out, does that make me too normal for you? | 035. | You know I can be there, it's time that you call; I swore not to come, but I'm here after all. | 036. | This mood of yours is temporary, it seems worth the wait to see you smile again; Out of the corner of your eye won't be the only way you're looking at me then. |
037. | You should try not to be so courageous; These dismal moods have become contagious. | 038. | Save me from this hopelessness, talk some sense into this head, help stop this endless SOS. | 039. | Fear of the dark, fear of the dark; I have a constant fear that something's near. |
040. | You get no respect, you get no relief; You gotta speak up, and yell out your piece. | 041. | How much is real? So much to question; An epidemic of the mannequins, contaminating everything. | 042. | It's a crime you let it happen to me; Never mind, I'll let it happen to you. |
043. | If I turn into another; Dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me. | 044. | There's that smile again, you fake it and I follow right in; What a fool I've been to fall for it each time. | 045. | And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute; Oh, when you smile at me, you know exactly what you do. |
046. | I just want to know what is real; Give me earthquakes and heartaches. | 047. | I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are; There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far. | 048. | I'd be crazy not to follow, follow where you lead; Your eyes, they turn me. |
049. | You choked off the surest of favors; But if you really loved me, you would've endured my world. | 050. | How do you find the words to say goodbye? |